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[starshadow_rivaulx]

ok. i am scraping the bottom of the barrel financially speaking. prayers, good vibes and similar for the improvement of said financials and the state of my mental health will be appreciated more than you will ever know.

my relief finds won't come in till the 25th. bills fall due starting on the 15th. i am totally clueless about what to do next, but i am clinging like a leech to the hope that things will get better. i just wish i could see it already, is all.

just finished a crying jag, had a bath, now sleepy. maybe a better post tomorrow.

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[noblemadness]

oh cindy (hugs)

you have my thoughts and prayers. things WILL get better.

[starshadow_rivaulx]

*hugs* Things are looking up already, so that's a prelude to things actually getting up, I assume. *g*

Thank you for the well-wishes. I have to remind myself that venting my feelings is a key element to getting my head on straight. All my life I've kept my thoughts bottled up; so brain dumps are necessary. Obviously, I have another blog for that. *g* Then I delete the entries after hitting the post button, LOL.

I hope this reply finds you well. I understand the theme of your days in your part of the world is rain in its abundance. :p

[ladyegreen.livejournal.com]

*HUGS YOU*

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

*HUGS BACK* I'll survive, of course. But it's always nice to know I have shoulders to lean on besides the obvious ones. Looking forward to whatever miracle is forthcoming out of all this.

[ladyegreen.livejournal.com]

You have the best spirit. I wish I could spend real space time with you. I bet we would have a wonderful time. Maybe even watch Petshop of Horrors while having something decidedly sweet.

*squishes you*

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

Oooh, Petshop! *happy nostalgic smile* I go for this idea in a huge way. Would love to share local sweet stuff with you while we watch and discuss.

Funnily enough, my emotional/mental state is moving towards calm Count D mode, which can only be a good thing. *grin*

[ladyegreen.livejournal.com]

Count D mode is lovely. We'll get some chocolate cake and some nice tea.

[albatoudilandau.livejournal.com]

If it's not the second warning you can still get away with paying bills late. Or cover one credit card bill with another. :-bd
Or hock something. There are pawnshops that can accept gadgets, and you can still buy it back.

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

First warnings, and I partially paid some, paid minimum on others. Drat this need for cash on hand. *sigh*

I've been eyeing stuff I've been wanting to sell. I may pawn them off instead, thanks to your suggestion. Any little bit into the piggy bank will do.

[albatoudilandau.livejournal.com]

I totally forgot that your 180 dollars is coming on the 10th. Might have to wait before you can cash it out though (4 working days?). Dont know if you can wait that long.

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

:) God bless Osaka dude, for sure. Things will work out. The ride maybe a bit bumpy but things will work out.

[albatoudilandau.livejournal.com]

I wonder if he knows he saves lives. :)

[albatoudilandau.livejournal.com]

Hope this makes your day
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[cindyg.livejournal.com]

Bwahahaaaa...that's a goodie! Now I can consider my WIP fanfic as an AU without any qualms.

Heavens above us but I caught Qbie and Pebbles (Patpat's immigrant brother) having a rousing fight on our sidewalk last night. Broke it up with judicious use of spray bottle and sent combatants their separate ways.

Both showed up this morning none the worse for wear, and without seeing each other. Patpat miffed at having his morning constitutional interrupted, and did his I AM NOT AMUSED miaow when we had to go inside.

[lisan.livejournal.com]

Let's all look forward to better times ahead. ::hugs::

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

*hugs* well, i do have to survive long enough to see some of the Avengers/anime crossover fic that is bound to sprout since you mentioned it. :)

Thanks for the well wishes.

[lisan.livejournal.com]

Let's all look forward to better times ahead. ::hugs::

[hushdawg.livejournal.com]

I know how you feel. I've got about P500 to last until the 16th when I get paid again and there's not much food in the house and diapers are running low. Thank God we have about P1000 of points on the SM card that we can use for groceries but after that is done I will still barely have enough for transportation to get to and from work. Looks like I'll have to skip lunches this week.

[cindyg.livejournal.com]

Hurray for loyalty card points!

Things are starting to look better lately. They usually do when I allow myself to vent my feelings instead of putting a brave face over everything.

Try and eat bigger breakfasts. It's easier to skip lunch that way, at least for me.